It’s over.

No progress. No heartbeat. I just feel this overwhelming aching sadness. Firefly is handling it much better than I am, which I suppose is to be expected since she usually handles things like this better than I, at least outwardly–not to mention all the hormones that are still raging in me. I have to decide what to do now, what to do for this to take its course and really be over, but I’m having a very difficult time. I keep thinking and talking and reasoning and crying my way around it and back again. Right now my choice seems to be to do nothing while I sit here frozen.


16 Responses to “It’s over.”

  1. 1 wishinghopingpraying June 4, 2011 at 1:22 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. I am here if you need anything at all. Lots of love and hugs to you.

  2. 2 Sam June 4, 2011 at 7:02 am

    I am so sorry. I was hoping not to read a post like this. Much love and healing thoughts.

  3. 3 alison June 4, 2011 at 7:27 am

    I am so sorry. I’ve been thinking about you. Take care of yourselves.

  4. 4 mommie2be June 4, 2011 at 8:43 am

    I’ve also beeing thinking of you. I’m so sorry for your loss. I wish you peace and hope, with time.

  5. 5 strawberry June 4, 2011 at 2:08 pm

    I am very sorry 😦

  6. 6 Bree June 4, 2011 at 5:47 pm

    Oh blue I’m so sorry. I hope that you are surrounded by love right now and throughout the healing process.

  7. 7 Tori June 4, 2011 at 7:23 pm

    I am so sorry Blue. Big hugs for you and Firefly. Know that we all love you and are praying for you in this tough time.

  8. 8 Jodi June 4, 2011 at 9:29 pm

    I am so so sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  9. 11 thiswillbe June 6, 2011 at 11:52 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. I am so sad for you! Sending you lots of strength and hugs.

  10. 12 seattlegirl June 6, 2011 at 11:56 am

    I’m so sorry blue. Sending lots of hugs your way.

  11. 13 Natasha Show June 6, 2011 at 4:06 pm

    I’m so sorry 😦

  12. 14 Dawn June 6, 2011 at 11:27 pm

    We’re here. We love you.

  13. 15 Kristin June 7, 2011 at 10:56 am

    We are here for you also..and love you all very much ❤

  14. 16 ann June 7, 2011 at 4:49 pm

    So incredibly sorry to read this post….ive been thinking of you. i am so sorry. sending you big hugs and peace and love to you and firefly.

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