Archive for October, 2011

here we are again.

This is not the post I expected to¬† be writing two weeks ago. This wasn’t even the post I was hoping to be writing a week ago, and yet here it is. I thought that on the 5th we’d go in and see a beautiful little heartbeat. And when we didn’t and were scheduled to go in on the 13th to try again, even though I knew that by almost 8 weeks it should have been there already, I tried to stay positive because they gave us a printout, which they never did last time. So it gave me some hope, at least. But apparently that’s not our lucky number, and it was too good to be true. So we went away for the weekend, disconnected and got out of town on an already planned trip, and now I have another decision to make. The same one I had to make back in June. I’m heartbroken and don’t know what to think anymore.

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